SUPERNOVA : BROKEN/TORN (Y)

[bright shooting star in the sky of our bland monotonous writings]

wordz by alfred balcon

my whole person is broken

yeah, u can say that we’re even now

time to pick up the pieces

and start all over again

until the glue that holds us together

no longer sticks

until our river
runs dry

my whole soul is torn once again

but is there still a place for me up in heaven?

oh no! my hope is low

looking down that window down below

a copy of me is splattered all over this freshly finished concrete

isn’t that sweet?

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Muzik pairing:

Creature Comfort / Arcade Fire

Word Dépôt - Trouble-fête (chronique d'un 31 décembre nékrosé) (WD-27)

Me semble

que tout tremble

Exit la fête

Tempête

Attention

Tout fond

Autour de nous

Comme partout

Les sirènes rézonnent

Tout détonne

Dans la komplexité

De notre intimité

Dans l’implozion

De notre union

Me semble que tout s’effondre

Le ciel gronde

Exit les célébrations

Destruction.

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Muzik pairing :

Louder Than Bombs / The Smiths


BOT 12.2017 - 21 de 33

Word Dépôt - KGB (WD-26)

Kartoon Gang Bang / graphik wordz by Alfred Balcon

Cabbage Patch kid doll is pregnant from a one-night stand with G.I Joe / Wonder Woman is having a threesome with Hulk and the Tasmanian Devil / Elastic Man is giving himself a blow job / Deadpool is jerking off in front of a webcam / Delima Flinstone is selling her body on Hard Rock Avenue...

Who said kartoon were ever 4 kidz?

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Muzik pairing :

O Superman / Laurie Anderson

BOT 12.2017 - 20 de 33

Word Dépôt - BLANK SPACE (WD-20)

this morning
i kept my eyes on the ground.

//

not wanting my vision
2 get in contact with society.

//

this morning
i kept my eyes on the floor.

//

not wanting the outside world
interfering with my reality.

//

this morning
i did not give a fuck about society
not wanting 2 deal
with its screwed up abnormality.

-30-

Muzik pairing :

Red Flag Day - U2

BOT 12.2017 - 12 de 33

ANOTHER BLACK DAY : ROAR

just when we fuck
we roar as one.

-30-

Muzik pairing :

Dominion Day - Gary Numan

ANOTHER BLACK DAY : ARE WE NOT GLASS?

Are we not transparent?

Are we not crystal clear?

Do we not break easy?

Can't u read us like open books?

-30-

Muzik pairing:

Vanished / Crystal Castles

ANOTHER BLACK DAY : GRUESOME THREESOME

in my wildest nightmares

long past midnight

amongst the tombstones

u should see what we do, baby.

-30-

Muzik pairing :

The Dope Show - Marilyn Manson

Word Dépôt - LOST (WD-10)

i’m here
but i’m really gone.

i feel the present slipping away

thus creating a void into which I fall

everytime the sun goes down.

love has played a trick on me

but it won’t catch me next time.

i smile at the face of the world

but I drown in my own tears

everytime i’m alone.

i’m alive

but i’m really dead inside.

-30-

Muzik pairing:

Love Will Tear Us Apart – Joy Division

Word Dépôt - WAITING (in the waiting room) (WD-09)

as i was at the doctor’s office last week with my youngest son waiting 4 my turn in the waiting room I could not help but notice that a lot of people were waiting while doing nothing in the waiting room just waiting 4 the time 2 come waiting 2 c the doc while doing fuck all just waiting like an accident 2 happen /// i mean if u r going 2 wait in a waiting room u need 2 come prepared don’t u think because all there is 2 do there in such a boring colorless futile room is read dull past dated issues of magazines full of wicked germs their news r so used up that they r even considered like fake news so I cannot comprehend why someone would not bring a book from home a collection of poetry or short stories or meditate or write a post card 2 a loved one or knit a black fucking sweater 4 crying out loud anything but stand there useless and bored just waiting in that stupid waiting room…

-30-

Muzik pairing :

In the End - Linkin Park

Chronique d'une mort annoncée (tableau 1)

Quand la mort passe et cogne à la porte, même si on ne lui répond pas, elle prend ce qui lui revient et quitte sournoisement...

-30-

Muzik pairing :

Why does my heart feel so bad - Moby

DISCONNECT

there is love in her heart

but

a devil in her mouth.

-30-

Muzik pairing:

Blue Monday / New Order

konfessions of a bradbury kollector: writing soundz (wordz by alfred balcon)

still remember the first bradbury words that went into my soul.

it was a book about burning books (in the future).

a pure revolution in the making.

erudite explosion like a volcano out of control.

a dark carnival.

texture.

oh so much texture.

like sound and vision.

u were the teacher.

i was the student.

from that moment on, i started collecting all that you have even written.

every collection of short stories.

every novel.

like a hungry vampire hunting for fresh blood.

everyday.

everynight.

everything.

collecting. reading. writing.

my own literary creations enhanced by your everlasting talent.

zen in the writing.

at last, my life had a meaning.

and then, on june 5, 2012,

while I was still listening to the echoes of your ground-breaking career,

your voice went mute.

nuthin’.

zilcho.

nada.

typewriter shutdown.

life shortage.

anybody home?

fuck all.

total blackness.

and sadly, the word empire that u provided structure for,

that u have once built for us, apostles, with your own tears, blood and sweat,

should never ever be the same again…

another black day without you.

i dream of the day that I will finally meet with u in the afterlife.

yours truly,
alfred

-30-

Muzik pairing:

Warm Leatherette / The Normal

ANOTHER BLACK DAY : FEAR-O-MANIA

Almost midnight / I close my eyes / I am afraid of what comes next / afraid to see what the world will look like when the page of the calendar will be turned / darkness euphoria / fear of everything and nothing / fear of the wolf / fear of the deadly kiss from the Babylon whore / fear of the melody that my blood sings in the parking lot of my unconsciousness / fear of the cemetery rebellion / fear of what lies under my bed / afraid of all human kind / afraid of what I am not / fear of what I might have been / fear of being abandoned / fear of aliens / fear of your socially transmitted venom / fear of your putrid cunt / fear of tomorrow's stinking remorse / fear of going out / afraid of being afraid / fear-o-mania...

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Muzik paring :

I'm Afraid of Americans - David Bowie

ANOTHER BLACK DAY : NOBODY'S HOME

i knock at your door
but u don't open.

i call u on your cell
but u don't answer.

i touch your skin
but you get away from me.

i tell u that i luv u
but my wordz get lost in your indifference.

i share with u my concerns about our future
but you fall asleep in my face...

-30-

Muzik pairing :

All Wrong - God Lives Underwater

SUPERNOVA : TOTAL BLACKNESS (W)

[ bright shooting star in the sky of our bland monotonous writings ]

wordz by alfred balcon

i saw it first come my way...
fast, oh so fast.
like a speeding bullet.
hitting me in the soul like a train out of control.
mindwreck.

i felt it first come my way...
black, oh so black.
like a viper's venom.
intoxicating brightness.
fist-fucking lightness.
in total decay.

i am total blackness...

-30-

Muzik pairing :

Blackstar - David Bowie

ANOTHER BLACK DAY : APOKALYPS

standing in the ashez of another deadly hysteria
i'm trying to figure out how this city ever looked like before all this tragedy happened
around me all i hear is the agonizing soundz of the innocent viktimz
children crying
motherz in grief
thousandz of corpses burnt down
churchez destroyed
az for myself i don't know what 2 think anymore
a few hourz ago i had friendz, family & a loving home
all iz left now
iz the memory of the past &
the nitemare of the prezent...

wordz : alfred balcon

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Muzik pairing :

Hellbilly Deluxe - Rob Zombie

ANOTHER BLACK DAY : JUNKIE

the blood runs through my veins like a roller coaster
in my lonely room i look at the skin-made wall
in the mirror i see myself as a big fucking red spicy tomato ready to explode
i smell misery a mile away
like a frog on a bicycle i travel through deserts of toxic wastes
my hands are burning and my brain is leaking
like an open book u reveal yourself to me
i now feel like an animal
u are my frankenstein
my cemetery, my savior
illusion is my religion
god is my needle

wordz : alfred balcon

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Muzik pairing :

Broken - Nine Inch Nails